i am ugly not handsome. i was always single never have partner before. i barely good at anything. but i know god, family and friends will always love me. but i am still feel quite lonely. so anyone interested in me?. :)

:)..

hmm i going to china... china?!.. for like a month?... hmmm.. and it next month... now i saving hard for my super wide angle that cost around 900 :) hmmm... there are so many things i wanted to achieve... i dunno where shall i start everything crush together... i hope... in my life time i can achieve i things... i always wanted to achieve... may god bless me.

one my friend hurt me... you say you never choose friends over GF... but?... i know is hard for you... because it always crush...

school starting soon

i spend all my hoilday working and almost doing nothing :(... but i earn quite alot... and i am enjoying my 7d... at home... no time to bring out and shoot everyday working... just learn how to function... and tmr i going to try take my friend skating... super awesome!

year... canon 7d :) + sigma 18-70mm f2.8-4.5 macro

so happy... and feel so different... and it cost my 2550... pocket burn one big hole.... i am happy can already... bring to shoot this sunday :)

hello i am back/

lots of thing happen but no time to update my blog :)... 7 more days of works before school start. few days ago i got my pay. i got $129.50 from like four days of work. now this month i think i going to get like 500+ hehehe i going to be rich. and anyone want to buy my panasonic lumix G1? 500 dollar only interested please msg me at 82642326. i want to learn a instrument and play songs i like but no time... :( so sad i wish i have started when i in primary school... so much things i want to do in life... i want someone to teach me... i am not a self learner... i want a good teacher... someone really can teach me everyday... i wish the lesson can change into photography lesson and guitar lesson. :)

i cut my finger...

went i cut i still can laugh... and is quite deep. ouch... actually is not THAT pain... i keep smile smile until opps... that is quite serious... actually today i do closing one end up... i go home early and someone else do... i feel quite bad leh... because actually she end work at eight one :(.... nevermind continue work hard... in May i can buy Canon 7d already :)... nobody visit me this week except my brother, naka and david hope someone will visit me next week. tmr not working. working is dam boring one so visit me during my break.

work work and work

hello... today 2nd day of work at raffles city shopping centre pepper lunch express please come visit me during my break.! :) earning for sake of buying a better camera... so this holiday i will work almost everyday. canon 7d + 18mm-50mm f2.8 lens! awesome sweets..! + eos to y/c adaptor and use CARL ZEISS PLANAR T* 50mm F1.7 ! and plus 10mm - 22 mm wide angle ! okay that is expensive... 3.5k+ :( work hard sure can afford by this year! no need full frame... :)

everyone is unique. no one is ugly, accept who you are. god always have plan for you.

picture show time fly... especially the time we are THAT close

i miss secondary school, all the outing we go, chiang mai trip where i got my 1st true crush >.< but i kana rejected... i miss the time i was working, i miss ah wei ah kai.... i miss the chalets, and all the happiest time.. it is already past.let hope for the present. all the best my friends... i love you all... every single one of you.

cmon guys let have chalet again!

mood swing.

i cannot live without friends... i need them... there is just lacking something inside me. i just don't know what was it. :( there nothing can replace relationship. so treasure all the people you love. try all the best to love them.

xD

save money save money save money. i going to buy a850 body. for 2999. and maybe the 50mm f1.8 lens 1st. by end of this year xD full frame camera is a posion... i need camera antidotes.

i hope i have a nice sound and can play some song so i can flirt HEHEH JUST KIDDING xD

today me and my friend go watch movie. went we wait for the movie to start we walk around at ion orchard and we saw 大嘴巴 at the puma shop... 愛紗 is like dam short... LOL... the girl sell soy milk at my house downstair is sooo pretty!! xD and one of my classmate know her very well. some japanese girl i saw at ion orchard is soooo CUTE lo...and i maybe going to meet someone i never meet before. last and not the least the class test over and tmr is class outing i hope alot of pple will come i miss all my ex-classmate. staying single is so boring. xD

i shall remove the tag box. and smile

i want to play some neo classical metal stuff... :(

i want to make cover of classical song into heavy version... :(

singapore is a boring place to take picture... went even we go it look the same...

or maybe i just cannot make it...

I HATE EMO SONG... THEY SUCKS... =(

you might say i am crazy but i going for real! my bro say if want to change straight away change to high end one :) hopefully after my IA and 500 dollar bursary HAHAHA and then i going to buy 28mm-70mm f/2.8 lens too :) but 7d is hard camera to use... big and heavy too... >.< no no 5d mk2 better

angel - jimi hendirx

Angel came down from heaven yesterday
She stayed with me just long enough to rescue he
And she told me a story yesterday,
About the sweet love between the moon and the deep blue sea
And then she spread her wings high over me
She said she's gonna come back tomorrow

And I said "fly on my sweet angel,
Fly on through the sky,
Fly on my sweet angel,
Tomorrow I'm gonna be by your side"

Sure enough this morning came unto me
Silver wings silhouetted against the child's sunrise
And my angel she said unto
"today is the day for you to rise,
Take my hand, you're gonna be my man,
You're gonna rise"
And she took high over yonder

And I said "fly on my sweet angel,
Fly on through the sky,
Fly on my sweet angel,
Forever I will be by your side"

haha you forever say me hilarious

happy lunar new year....and happy valentine day... :) smile and no worries... i think i like someone i never imagine. i don't know do i really like her... or it just a friend... if she pretty... i will sure like her... opps. okay no rush just wait and see how.

i am sorry if i make you angry again... i just trying to say my feeling out

cheap thing not nice, nice thing not cheap.

i bring 40 dollar hoping to buy some straight cut jeans... end up cannot afford anything hahahah... waste my time. i dam piss off i went home empty handed.

suddenly... i feel none of my friend care about me... i just feel like only... maybe i am just jealous of another people... am i ugly or i am weird in someway... i am not popular... i use to have a crush. she mind so much to be my bf... but my best friend, she didn't mind at all... lucky they are not together
. it just let me feel... i am not anyway alike my friend. i am thinking of becoming like my friend. but i don't like to follow what my friend doing... i want to be myself... but the way i ask her was way too off... not right at all... now i cannot even proof to her that i really like her... is there really something very bad about me?! i so unlikeable...?

Only the good die young, All the evil seem to live forever..

i feel so weak today :(

went i wake up this morning i got very bad stomachache... it hurt so badly until the whole day no appetite... from morning to afternoon i did not eat any i just lie down... so pain i cannot move around... now i still feel very weak although the pain is almost gone. the whole day i just eaten.. around half bowl of rice... haiz hope tmr i will be fine... :(

Are You Experienced. Jimi Hendrix.

Anyone who thinks sitting in church can make you a Christian then sitting in a car can make you a car driver too :)

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hello i am back:) i have been study abit... and i am always tired so i never blog for very long. i miss someone... but i think that gal won't miss me anyway... now i understand that if you have feeling for the person you really have feeling for the person. but if you no feeling means forever no feeling.. things cannot be force... to hard... end up cannot even be friends anymore... people are sad because always either one side have no feeling for another side. and another side have like him or her so much... but now i know you need to know the person more and more. to start to have feeling for each another. i regret it so badly i just hope... i can just... nah nevermind.... you must wait patiently for your prefect match. feeling cannot force just rmb.

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blog is going to be dead due to very busy everyday :) okay i will try to update my blog if anyone want to read... i think my blog pretty sucks.... i wonder anyone read my blog? if you like tag me okay? but i think NOBODY will tag... school making me very tired... almost no time for another things already... facebook sucks... suck my time... i looking at FB dunno for WHAT F***. and CNY is coming :) CNY is just awesome.

god is great!

i have alot of stress due to worry that cannot go poly... not study... although i study almost everyday but i still pretty scare... hope everything will be fine... may god bless me with wisdom...
fate is in own hand! we change it!!!

all the best for tmr o level result

today nv go out.. i need to stay at home to paint the living room... quite tiring hehe... good luck those people who going to get their O level result next week :)

today no school! woooo

i manage to cope with the class rep position... and manage to study too (quite abit lah) :) yesterday i went out with kok loong to buy camera, he bought canon 1000d... is horrible exp... okay he enjoy the camera, so no problem... but until now i think how can 1000d better then 500d... LOL... in image quality they are pretty much the same.

i kana arrow

everybody arrow me to become class rep :(... i kana arrow just because i stand up and throw sweet wrapper... :( NVM add cca point! add more GPA!!! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
and i saw yi ling at the show tranformation the channel 8 yesterday 8... i am eating and kana choke ... until now i still cannot believe what i saw...

happy new year!!!

yesterday met some of ex-classmate... chating and asking them how they been... i wish there is more ex-class outing and more people will come.